Story
![Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]](http://img.dlsite.jp/modpub/images2/parts/RJ01699000/RJ01698239/2bd08b2702c057ba8557f3e1ba1ff5e0.jpg "Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]")
【Synopsis】
Somewhere in this world, there lies a small mansion where a master (you) who wishes to die, and a maid who loves him live a modest life.
To try and give up on everything.
To be scolded.
To be hugged.
To be forgiven.
To be loved.
This is a story about two people, brought together by their bitterness borne from abսse, finding their happiness.
【Key Point: The Burden the Master (You) Bears】
・A deep-rooted sense of insecurity regarding his self-worth, ingrained by past abսse.
・Guilt over tying down (?) his maid, Kaede.
・Overwhelmed by grief due to constant misfortunes that befall friends and acquaintances.
Somewhere in this world, there lies a small mansion where a master (you) who wishes to die, and a maid who loves him live a modest life.
To try and give up on everything.
To be scolded.
To be hugged.
To be forgiven.
To be loved.
This is a story about two people, brought together by their bitterness borne from abսse, finding their happiness.
【Key Point: The Burden the Master (You) Bears】
・A deep-rooted sense of insecurity regarding his self-worth, ingrained by past abսse.
・Guilt over tying down (?) his maid, Kaede.
・Overwhelmed by grief due to constant misfortunes that befall friends and acquaintances.
Heroine
![Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]](http://img.dlsite.jp/modpub/images2/parts/RJ01699000/RJ01698239/b00fd9435d2e34371914774f428e95a8.jpg "Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]")
Kaede Yurikusa
CV: Yumemi Asaki
Works as a maid at her master's (your) home.
She loves him very much.
She attempted suicide in the past due to the anguish caused by abսse.
Her master stopped her just before it was too late, and after he earnestly cared for and persuaded her, she regained the will to live.
Because her master has a tendency to push himself too hard and become sick, she works as a live-in maid to support him and be by his side.
Her dream is to marry her master and build a happy family together.
CV: Yumemi Asaki
Works as a maid at her master's (your) home.
She loves him very much.
She attempted suicide in the past due to the anguish caused by abսse.
Her master stopped her just before it was too late, and after he earnestly cared for and persuaded her, she regained the will to live.
Because her master has a tendency to push himself too hard and become sick, she works as a live-in maid to support him and be by his side.
Her dream is to marry her master and build a happy family together.
Track List
- A Certain Day's Encounter and XXX.07:23
- The XXX Dinner of Someone Who Wants to Die.07:50
- The Maid You're Scolded By, Reliant On, Forgiven By, and Loved By.18:33
- Just the Two of Us From Now On... Affectionate Love Snuggling.11:54
- 17:37
- Alone After a Long Time. Cognitive Shuffling Sleep Aid Over the Phone.24:23
- Wilful Display of What I Love About You! Extravagant Praising and Cuddling.07:58
- A Midnight Stroll. Accompanied by the Maid's Heavy Love.10:06
- 01:07:07
- Sleeping Sound Loop Track01:01:57
- Cognitive Shuffle Sleeping Method09:53
Track Detail
【Prologue】
- A Certain Day's Encounter and XXX. (07:23)
【"Desiring Death" Part】
- The XXX Dinner of Someone Who Wants to Die. (07:50)
(Having a Meal Together / Suicide Attempt & Prevention)
- The Maid You're Scolded By, Reliant On, Forgiven By, and Loved By. (18:33)
(Scolding / Tearful Pleading & Making You Understand / Hugging / Reassuring / Kissing / Vowing)
【"Sleeping Together" Part】
- Just the Two of Us From Now On... Affectionate Love Snuggling. (11:54)
(Sleeping Together / Confession / Cuddling / Repeated "I Love You")
- "Why Won't You Rely on Me?" A Tight Hug Snuggling. (17:37)
(Sleeping Together / Cuddling / Reassuring / Kissing / Sleeping Sound)
- Alone After a Long Time. Cognitive Shuffling Sleep Aid Over the Phone. (24:23)
(Flirting Over the Phone / Cognitive Shuffle Sleeping Method)
- Wilful Display of What I Love About You! Extravagant Praising and Cuddling. (07:58)
(Sleeping Together / Praising / Cuddling / Confession)
【Epilogue】
- A Midnight Stroll. Accompanied by the Maid's Heavy Love. (10:06)
【Bonus】
- "I Love You" Loop Track (01:07:07)
- Sleeping Sound Loop Track (01:01:57)
- Cognitive Shuffle Sleeping Method "Only" Track (09:53)
- A Certain Day's Encounter and XXX. (07:23)
【"Desiring Death" Part】
- The XXX Dinner of Someone Who Wants to Die. (07:50)
(Having a Meal Together / Suicide Attempt & Prevention)
- The Maid You're Scolded By, Reliant On, Forgiven By, and Loved By. (18:33)
(Scolding / Tearful Pleading & Making You Understand / Hugging / Reassuring / Kissing / Vowing)
【"Sleeping Together" Part】
- Just the Two of Us From Now On... Affectionate Love Snuggling. (11:54)
(Sleeping Together / Confession / Cuddling / Repeated "I Love You")
- "Why Won't You Rely on Me?" A Tight Hug Snuggling. (17:37)
(Sleeping Together / Cuddling / Reassuring / Kissing / Sleeping Sound)
- Alone After a Long Time. Cognitive Shuffling Sleep Aid Over the Phone. (24:23)
(Flirting Over the Phone / Cognitive Shuffle Sleeping Method)
- Wilful Display of What I Love About You! Extravagant Praising and Cuddling. (07:58)
(Sleeping Together / Praising / Cuddling / Confession)
【Epilogue】
- A Midnight Stroll. Accompanied by the Maid's Heavy Love. (10:06)
【Bonus】
- "I Love You" Loop Track (01:07:07)
- Sleeping Sound Loop Track (01:01:57)
- Cognitive Shuffle Sleeping Method "Only" Track (09:53)
Extra
![Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]](http://img.dlsite.jp/modpub/images2/parts/RJ01699000/RJ01698239/04dec163ca44aa9fbe40b6102fa4b71b.jpg "Desiring Death. ~ the Devoted Maid and the Despairing You ~ [めめめのすゝめ]")
(1) Full-size PC Wallpaper of the Cover Illustration (3840×2160 .png)
(2) Illustration Variant of (1) with Glasses
(3) High-Resolution Cover Illustration
(4) Script (Original Japanese Text)
(5) Outtake Track (Nursing)
(2) Illustration Variant of (1) with Glasses
(3) High-Resolution Cover Illustration
(4) Script (Original Japanese Text)
(5) Outtake Track (Nursing)
Credits & Notes
Voice Actress:
〇 Yumemi Asaki
https://x.com/mugimeshi0968
Illustration:
〇 Rama
https://x.com/ligmki8
Design:
〇 Tokage Design
https://x.com/tokage_design
Sound Effects:
〇 Sound Effect Lab
https://soundeffect-lab.info/
Planning & Script:
〇 chanfuku
【Important Notice】
The audio is in Japanese, with English subtitles provided.
This work was recorded in mono.
While the audio has been carefully edited to provide as immersive an experience as possible, it has not been artificially converted to stereo or binaural audio.
Please keep this in mind before purchasing.
〇 Yumemi Asaki
https://x.com/mugimeshi0968
Illustration:
〇 Rama
https://x.com/ligmki8
Design:
〇 Tokage Design
https://x.com/tokage_design
Sound Effects:
〇 Sound Effect Lab
https://soundeffect-lab.info/
Planning & Script:
〇 chanfuku
【Important Notice】
The audio is in Japanese, with English subtitles provided.
This work was recorded in mono.
While the audio has been carefully edited to provide as immersive an experience as possible, it has not been artificially converted to stereo or binaural audio.
Please keep this in mind before purchasing.
(Text: English / Voice: Japanese)
(English product description provided by the creator.)
(English product description provided by the creator.)