【簡体中文版】ボクのために生きておくれ

A guardian deity, too starved of love? Or, is she...?
A voice drama about your intimate time together with a yandere clown.

[Synopsis]

"Kukuku...... Kuhihihi......"

You had just moved into an old, cheap apartment room.
Around the time you finished unpacking, you heard the cackling voice of a girl, seemingly out of nowhere.

It seemed that those strange sounds were coming from inside the closet.

Full of dread, you opened up the closet and discovered...

"Oh... you found me."

"I'm the guardian deity of this house."

"Hey, you... Doesn't having a guardian deity sound nice? Just let me out of here."

A beautiful, half-naked tomboyish girl was inside there.

This suspicious, unearthly, self-proclaimed guardian deity was a clown. Her boyish way of speaking and theatrical words cast doubt upon her authenticity.
However, you were captivated by her sensual body and the beautiful face her mask failed to conceal.
The girl claimed she couldn't leave the closet and asked for your helping hand. Should you help her, or ignore her?

"...Heehee."

Accompanying a twisted grin, blank-looking eyes peer out from behind her mask... just what do they see?

[Overview]

This is a story about helping a clown with madness dwelling in her behavior and words... which leads to something unimaginable.
Both menhera (emotionally fragile and love-starved) and yandere in heart, this clown harbors deranged thoughts far-removed from that of a human's. What does she think of you? What will she do to you?

This clown was once beloved by humans, but one day, she was abandoned.
Hidden beneath her nihilistic words, in reality, she was a broken being who longed for love more than anyone else in the world.
Can you love a broken toy?

If madness, obscenity, possessiveness, and having a one-sided love forced upon you spark your interest, then this horror voice drama will be for you.
It is my wish that you might experience this story and the meaning within its title.

* This work also includes alternative tracks with no sound effects, a full-resolution text-less image of the cover art, as well as the original script.
* If you're subscribed to the name-reading plan on Ci-en, you can access the "name-reading track" separately.

Cast: The Clown (CV: Nanami Mizuno)

Illustration: Toyosaki

Circle Logo: Yanagi Take

Editing: Rio Fujimura

Sound Effects:
VoiceBloom http://voicebloom.seesaa.net/
C-LoveR
Atelier Honey* Ambient SFX
Die Brust
Various Sound Effects 100 https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/work/=/product_id/RJ276666.html
Various Sound Effects 100 Part 2 https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/work/=/product_id/RJ360716.html
Mizinko Materials

Planning / Scenario: Suna Kumoi